SO SWEET and I HATE YOU!!

Dear Bebay

SO SWEET, and I HATE YOU!! These were the first two sentences I heard from you, and believe me, I told myself I love you. Over the years, I have wondered days and nights about what the first sentences you would toss at me would be. I am not amazed or surprised by your 'I hate you’ phrase; I can see through your outlook behind those straightforward expressions you had picked it up. I always talk to myself when it comes to you? Read my lines I do talk to myself; well most of the time.

Life is always full of paradoxes, and we all need to admit those facts. I cannot reshuffle those bygone moments that you and I missed. The moment we lost will always haunt us, and I do feel it is the same with me. I do not have anything to add to that unhappiness; it was my loss, too. I am equally affected by it to date.

But if truth prevails, I am sure it is near you. Do look at your surroundings to find the truth that you, too, need to know. The sounds of a clap don't come from a single palm; you must also look around yourself. Who knows, whatever truth you are shown might not be the full and complete story. 

Always you’re Ba!!